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Who are you?

After spending the last 20+ years in your body and mind, you probably know exactly who you are.  Well, you would certainly think so!  Ironically, most can’t seem to find the time to ponder this question.  We are often too busy doing laundry, working, raising our family, hanging out or doing other things like finding Pokémon; partly because this question may not be important to dwell upon.  But thinkers like Socrates, Plato and Jesus often referred to the following as the pillar to one’s life: Know thyself.  In other words, if you don’t know who you are, then what’s the point of living?

In this post, I will use a proof by induction to explain who you are.  Induction is a mathematical principle used to answer certain questions.  It is analogous to falling dominoes.  Once one domino is knocked over, all other dominoes fall in sequence.  The implication of this is quite far-reaching. dominoes

To start, let us simplify the world as two separate entities: physical and mental.  The physical world consists of everything you can touch, see, hear, smell and taste.  The mental world consists of everything inside your head.  Clearly these two “separate” worlds are highly integrated and related to one another.  The physical world is easier to explain and less abstract; therefore, we will start there.  Once we are grounded in these principles, we can then abstract to the mental world.

We first need to know where ideas come from.  All thoughts inside your head were created for you and built in a predictable manner, similar to when two different Lego blocks come together to form a “new one.”  The example I often use to explain this is the following: a wheelbarrow is composed of three different components (ignoring the handle).  The first is a box, which is a placeholder to move the desired object we want to move.  The second is the wheel, a truly important invention.  And lastly, the axle allows the wheel to rotate around so that we can move the object from one place to another with minimal effort.  The wheelbarrow could not have been invented without first inventing a box, a wheel and an axle.  When these three components were put together in a specific order, we were able to create a new object:

Wheel + Axle + Box -> Wheelbarrow


Object A + Object B + … + Object X -> New Object A

This example demonstrates that in order for new objects to be created, it must have come from already existing objects.  As a matter of fact, any physical object in this world can be broken down into separate components as was shown above.  If you accept this premise, then we are more than half way there.  This is exactly how ideas are created inside your head as well.  There is no such thing as an original idea.  All ideas stem from other ideas, which were simply put together in a different order, just like a wheelbarrow.  However, the ideas you have inside your head are highly dependent on the time and the place you live in.  If you didn’t have the wheel, axle or box invented yet, then you wouldn’t have the idea of a wheelbarrow either.  Therefore, you need to be present during a time and place where those components exist; otherwise you would never experience or see a wheelbarrow in your life.

The reason why the wheelbarrow example is so powerful is because we first invent in our minds before we develop our ideas in the physical world.  This allows us to look at objects we have created and then go backwards to see how we thought of these new ideas.  It is as if we projected ourselves into a physical object, which is usually referred to as art.  Hence the same formula applies for purely abstract objects too:

Idea A + Idea B + … + Idea X -> New Idea A

Now the crucial part here is that since each new object or new idea feeds into the “next new object” or the “next new idea”, it forms a clear pattern known as the inductive step in mathematics:

New Object A + Object B -> Newer Object C

New Idea A + Idea B -> Newer Idea C

Note that Object/Idea B does not need to be novel in the preceding example.  If we had just invented the box (New Object A) and assume that the wheel and axle already existed (Object B), then we can create Newer Object C, the wheelbarrow.  This implies that each new object or idea comes from existing objects or ideas.

To complete the proof by induction, we also need to state how the very first idea was created.  This is called a base case in mathematics.  Our base case consists of a new-born child knowing nothing about the universe it is born into.  Surely, most animals have instinctual characteristics that they are born with.  However, their ideas are generated from their environment and their experience with it.  This means that if the very first idea of a new-born child was created for it without their permission or control, and assuming the inductive step is correct (that each new idea feeds into the next), we can conclude that there is no free will, but that all ideas and objects just follow this simple process of creation when provided with the right components.

The objects in this world, whether mental or physical, are highly dependent on where and when you were born.  If you were born in a remote village in Africa you would have different thoughts inside your head.  If you were born 500 years ago you would have different thoughts inside your head.  If you were raised by a different family you would have different thoughts inside your head.  Therefore, who you are, has never been up to you because you do not control your environment and you didn’t get to choose where and when you were born.  Otherwise everything inside your head would be different and you would be a different person.  You are just merely a process which provides one piece at a time from which your personality is built for you, not by you.

You may ask, “how this information is helpful to me?”  Imagine a man getting angry each day at the sun when it goes down.  This man is yelling, furious for the start of darkness and cold.  However, if he knew that the sun was obeying the laws of physics and following a well-defined process which was out of his control, he would be less inclined to feel such outrage against the sun setting each day without asking for his permission.



Day 2 – December 24, 2010 – Waiting for the bus

Start from the beginning

Waiting for the bus

As Jay and I were waiting for the bus, he told me about his previous Union Gospel Mission experience.  A few days ago the priest threatened a lifetime of hell to all the impoverished non-believers.   This priest went on preaching that “Jesus will either send you to heaven or have you rot in hell”.  Jay was able to see through these scare tactics that religious establishments tend to use frequently and said “I’m sure that the real Jesus would never wish such a thing to anybody.”  He envisioned that Jesus would get along with all kinds of people, no matter if one was a criminal, prostitute, physically disabled, mentally disabled or a drug addict.  Why would Jesus want God’s creations to rot in hell?

Jay started telling me why he was here.  He started a shipping company with someone he had known for two years.  That man claimed to be very religious. He would always carry a statue of the Virgin Mary with him and never did drugs.  However, that man did not turn out to be the kind of person that Jay thought he would be.  Jay naively trusted people too quickly, because he was a self-proclaimed love addict.

One of the shipments that went through was filled with 100 kilograms of cocaine and amphetamines.  The government seized his property and left him with nothing.  Now is this a lesson for me not to trust others so quickly or is it a story of an innocent man being framed for something he didn’t do?  He claimed his innocence and I believed him.

Jay was then sent to jail.  While he was in jail, he asked for the Bible.   He wanted to find the words “Anti-Christ” but he said he failed to find it.  Everybody talks about the Anti-Christ, so why was there no mention of it in the Bible?  Next he started reading the story of Daniel and the Lion’s Den.  Why? He wasn’t sure.  He read a few pages of it and put the book down.  He then put in a request to meet with a priest.  Jay wanted someone to come and pray with him.

I believe a nun came to help him pray.  Before they started praying, she decided to read a section of the Bible to him.  Out of the entire book, which is probably around 1000 pages long, the nun picked the story of Daniel and the Lion’s Den.  She did not even read the story from the beginning; she started where Jay left off!

Jay was blown away by this coincidence.  I guess the master of magicians cast another spell and Jay was aware of this trick.  Is this magician always casting spells for us to discover?  Eric, whom I met yesterday, would definitively agree with that statement.  Towards the end of their meeting, Jay confessed to the nun that he was innocent.  She looked at him and started to cry, “I know that you are innocent Jay”.  Being the sensitive man that he is, Jay also started to tear up.  They both cried together.

When the bus arrived, I told the driver that I had no money.  Two transit police officers were standing at the front of the bus.  One of the officers asked me where I was sleeping tonight.  I told him that I was homeless.  He reached in his pocket, handed me an envelope and said “Merry Christmas”.  There was a $5 gift certificate to McDonald’s in there.